Once again, I've been lacking the inspiration to write in this blog lately. I'm not sure why...lack of topic to write about... maybe, or am I really just too lazy to sit down and write?
I think part of my issue is that I'm not at school, so I'm not as stressed out - in fact, this job does not come with a lot of stress at all....something I am definitely not used to. Whenever I get super stressed out I use writing as a way to destress and take a break from whatever is bothering me, so that I can go back and focus on the thing that is stressing me out with a fresh start.
But, I am starting my first ever graduate class next week, and I am positive that I will become the person I am more used to.
Speaking of my graduate class, this is the first time I've been nervous in MONTHS. I am seriously terrified that I am making a huge mistake trying to take this class. Not only is this the first time I've been paying for my education completely on my own (Thank you Brandeis for not having a master's program that interests me even slightly...), but I'm going to be at Salem State, not Simmons, and that definitely terrifies me. I felt comfortable the first time I walked onto Simmons' campus...I've never even been to Salem State. I knew when I got accepted to Simmons that I had the capacity to do the work and strive at what I loved, Communications. But now, I'm just taking a graduate class without having to apply to the program yet, and without having to take the GMATS which will prove eventually if I can even get into a graduate program ANYWHERE. What if I'm not meant to go to grad school, or what if I'm not meant to get an MBA? Am I wasting my time, effort and money on something that I can never achieve? I guess I just need to wait and see how this whole thing plays out.
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Thanks for following my blog! out of curiosity, how did you come across it?
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